F*** Me, I'm Famous ! ya dig !

= She told me she's lonely. She said she wants to kiss me. She said she misses me. But she forgot, exactly 4 weeks ago, she introduce me with her boyfriend. =

I am so this !

at work was confusing. lots of issues going around and I seems to be lost and cant grab a hold of myself. I dont know why, lately my mind has been not focus in anything. all i could think of most of the time is weekend. the 2 days where i can go out and party, or at least stay home, blast my dance collection and surf the net. yeah, it does sounds boring, and typical, but hey, i am some how a loner when it comes to having fun. but good friends are always appreciated. and i guess, i have few great friends i can associate with easily without getting all jacked up or upset. cause they seem to just layan me without making much noise. well some do, but what are friends for :p
I have been reading lots of other peoples blog and some are interesting while some are just plain boring. but to think of it, lots of it are trying to be someone else beside themselves. just some, or maybe a few. with postings of like I-wannabe-a-biatch look, or Hey-I-am-emo-as-a-fuck-can be look. i try not to be like that. as i am a loner (in certain ways), but i guess, its me.
Missing someone all the time is fun and great to get emotional breakdown. i have my own source of letting go. and trust me, im doing it in a not good way. kinda fucked up thinking abt it.
so, yeah. this is my boo-hoo session.
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make me write something worth to read !

-disregard me even u know I am just so fucking twisted in a cool way-