Cheese Cake makes u a MORON !!!

Today my day ended up BAD !!!. cant believe when trying to be nice and soft abt the topic we had, he blew up at me by saying that i am not respecting friendship. just because i told another friend of us, i went to see him. It should be the other way around, cause the un invited will flip, but no.... ! Anyways, fuck that. If he appreciate friendship (as what he always blabs), he ll call.
I m missing someone now. So bad. It hurts. Deep cut giler! *ouch!!!
so yeah, tomorrow is Urban Republic second week. Tiring ... but what to do, a man gots to do, what a boy wants to do! haha. Twisted?! yeah. guess i m back being demented. Miss it so much. Need my Duramine!!!