on the night of sept 26
It was the 23rd birthday last Tuesday. and again, they threw a birthday party. A 'surprise' party. I saw it coming. But i was still surprised as the people that came, was a surprise faces.
Had dinner with my uncle first at Cilantro. an alright one. but the set, portion was too little for me. lol.
it was @65 bar. I came out from the car, saw Ethan. Said hi, and asked "why u wearing blazer?". "Happy Birthday ... " he replied. I just smiled. he opened the door. heard people just stopped chats. and whispering and then the most- so- played birthday song was so lourly played. i try to look who's in my party, damn there were a lot. i went rounds counter clock wise. from my schoolmate, college mates, club friends, collegues, chat , brothers, close, not too close friends were there. cant stop smiling, didnt plan too start crying. haahaa... <-- ewww...
at first i thought they re gonna do like an after party style. well, that came true only before they request me to sing a song. @65 is a karaoke/bar kinda style. so, i sang Belaian Jiwa. pergh... it was just too cool ! i mean, y'know. me + singing = elton john + celine dion.
I was down the whole 2 days before my birthday. sad. depressed. after the surprise, it was great to know i still have what i have now. relationship between persons. energy that is created and being long lived and loved on friendship. all the cards, presents i've received, means so much to me. some were funny, some were kinda cute :p, some were what i've been looking for, and definitely one, nearly made me tear. A journal and a pen, with a note in the card, "don't stop writing..."...whoooishh... giler deep ...